Finally, I have the ability to write one of these again! Even if I did almost forget. Until I remembered hearing this song on the radio. Then I remembered to just smile, and to try and enjoy each moment. Instead of getting all bogged down by yesterday’s and what if’s. Hopefully, I can keep it up.
Life has been really hectic, unpacking… hasn’t really happened all that well. I’m trying.. but my, heart just isn’t in it. I’m still feeling the frustration and sadness of having to move in the first place. I drove by the old place today, to see if there was any mail that got sent there.
But there were people cleaning it and the other place (they did say they were going to ‘clean it anyway’ which makes me wonder why I bothered so hard..?) … and I was too chicken to get out of the van and go check.